break - or broken? by vustee

Fri, 3 Apr 2009 05:41:36 EST

semester break is here!
good time to evaluate - what ive been doing often lately.
so . . .i think better in lists
heres a list of some crap thats taking up mind space at the mo.
(i need to find a suitable lockyard thingy to store all this crap - & prefably throw away the key)

1. parental relationships. not putting any effort into the father/ daughter relationship
at the moment because i dont see the point anymore.

2. Life goals. i have no idea what to do at the mo. i kno i want to do something community
based - considering the gifts that God's bestowed me with, what can i do in life to
maximise them for his plan? so many questions. . .

3. God. Questions. Confusion. . .why this? why that? why why why?!? i kno i have no right as to
why but. . .i cant help it. half of the things i want to solve all hurt in someway and
im useless at reading what signs hes given me to solve them.

4. Uni + life. Balance is never going to happen.

5. Social life? so confusing. dont get me wrong, i got a bunch of friends and am happy with em
awl but just tha new wunz n tryin to hang to old wuns (BESTIE!!!) and wat not. its awl so
ergh. and i think wat bugs me most is that i jus wanna botz and make frends wit heapzah
people but maybe i jus dont look like tha *be my friend* type or im not emitting the *be my friend
aura* enough. Not that im a loser and dont have any but the more the merrier right? Ah scru it.

6. People hooting and tooting at me while walking home? i dont like it. walking past and calling me
gorgeous? doesnt work. whistling? its game over mate. i woulda laughed at that kinda thing
before someone tried to rape me a cupla years ago but now? it just pisses me off.

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break - or broken? by vustee